“perhaps”

Worthy foe or wasted felon

Fasting waste of a foul wench

A hopeless tale

Nobody

Left

But

The finale

The last human

The final collective

Nothing left in her limbs

Lungs plunged and pierced

Laid on the pride of the land

Her victory over him

What about them

The unknown spacestaraviourcraft

staring

gazing

lying

but

The End.

-J.

“words et cetera”

I wonder if it’s true

My hypothesis set,

When you have nothing to say is when you should write.

But isn’t it the essential truth

The absolute difference

Words are selfish and sole.

Through the frayed brown rope

Linking the glimmery receivers

Exploding

From me.

Me. Me. Me. Me. Me.

Mirror this back

The truth absolute

The difference essential

My words are irrelevant unless they touch your soul.

My conclusion, is your decision

-J

“luck”

I think I was born under a lucky star.

There is no other explanation for the magical shit that happens to me.

Either that, or it is the four four-leaf clovers I have been gifted over my glimpse of a lifetime

I have never found one myself.


I wonder about this luck then,

for it is real and tangible,

What beauteous moments in this hazy meadow of hope could flourish and extend far above the misty mornings and the buzzing of life,

the whipped cream mountaintops,

the razor edge of the coast,


Maybe one day a creature of fancy would steal me away from the orange warmth through the oak windows with its melted panes,

drag me kicking and screaming

with pleasure.


I will visit the stars and burn alongside as I burst my insides out in the nothingness.


-J

trip.

I don’t know what to write about right now because I’m high,

and that’s okay,

because this is a private piece of prose

perhaps.

It depends where it leads down today


the path behind the fern trees and orange chrysanthemums

pass the poplar grove gold beams on moss

the saccharine river with its trifling smirk


but then you get to the real good shit

the sleep deprived

ghoul of your dreams

the twisted screams

bleached skin

eyes layered under folds of crinkled pages


pages which tell you

leave me the fuck alone.

piss off.

what are you still doing here?

fuck it.

fuck it.

suck it.

lick it.

love it.

me


-J

sweetbread dreams

dandelion tea

& sweetbread

not sweet bread

my dears

shall we go?

down the path of hesitation

what am I doing here?

who the hell are you?

what the fuck is this!

a sweet turnaround is always gentle

a calming wash of cool gas

too close to your nose it could freeze off your hairs

would you like some dandelion tea?

I picked them at twilight

drink it

you won’t regret it

and now sleep..

-J